a couple hours before...

I know, everything has been ruined now.

Some of my heart has been being numb, but, in the other hand, I still think about him and our second chance.

I don’t want to lose him, I don’t want our togetherness is just for some of weeks. I want more than that.

But, I have known that he couldn’t lose his past, he couldn’t forget about that girl, that beautiful girl who has been lived in his life for more than two years. In the long distance relationship, it wasn’t a short time to run.

It’s a couple hours before we meet, a couple hour before he say what he want to say to me just like his message to me this noon.

And I’ve been had a little heart attack since that message come to my phone.

If he decides to go, then go. With no pushing from me, I’ll let you go.

If he decides to stay, then stay, no more her. Just you and I. 

#Repost from here 

Saturday, May 07th, 2011. 04:13 PM