I don't know...
Sometimes i feel alone, no, it's not sometimes. But most of all the time, i feel alone.
I don't want to cry anymore, not now.
I promise myself, I promise to my heart, no more tears, no more pain, no more hurts.
And I'm trying to do my best.
I'm trying to do my best to my family, and I don't know if it's enough.
I'm trying to give my best to my friends, and I don't think if it's ever enough to everyone.
Do you think that i did fake things to you, all?
I don't. Never.
I do all of that with my sincere, to love you, to keep you, to take care of you, my friends.
But, when my offer to be your friends is ignored, what should I do?
I don't want to blame anyone or anything, but it's better for me to pull myself out from all of you.
No, not this time. It's enough for me to keep trying.
Because forever is nothing ......
2 comments:
Aku juga pernah ngerasa gitu, Mei. sayang ma orang yang aku anggap sahabat dan ternyata malah manfaatin aku, dan malah bilang aku cuman bikin2 aja. sakit banget hatiku gara2 itu.
Karena sering dkecewain gitu deh, makanya aku males sobatan sama perempuan.
even for the different reasons, but yes, i know how it feel...
the worst is they successfully make me can't trust anyone, anymore.
but the good side,they teach me how to love and let go, someone you know for years cant guarantee that they cant change :)
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